Yes, I'm finally getting to move out of my small hick town and to a big city. I'm super excited, like you don't even know! I'm head to the University of Kentucky. They have a massive campus and 20,000+ students. There is so much going on there, so many different kinds of people. I'm very hopeful about my ability to find new people to meet and become friends with, new things to do I've never experienced here. I feel like my adult life is about to start! (well, it already has, sorta, but this is a big new chapter)
It's going to be hard as well. I've never taken 200+ level classes before, never lived away from home on my own, never had to do everything for myself like I'll have to. But damn I think I'm pretty ready. I was so immature and undisciplined when I graduated highschool back in 2010 but I've grown up a lot since then and am much more responsible. I know I can do the work and manage to have fun as well.
Still working on things till then, though. I need another job to earn some more money before then. Money is going to be tight but a combination of factors are really helping me out on the front and are making this possible now. Also trying to keep myself sane by continuing counselling. I want my start with new people to be new as well and am not going to let things in the past drag me down. Gotta keep down the depression and put the chains on the anxiety. My therapist has helped me a lot, as has quitting porn, but I'm still not entirely there. I'm growing and healing, becoming the complete person I can be without doubts and ill behaviors holding me back. I'm frankly kind of scared, too, but as Ned Stark said, being scared is the only time you can be brave.
Heres to the future. I thank all my wonderful DA friends for their support over these months and years. I'll still try to check this every so often once I'm moved off. Don't worry.